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term 2 had already started. i'm seventeen[soon] and i'm a step away from building my life according to the way that i want it to be. it's an overwhelming thought that had been reluctant to dissapear from my brain. Poly life,followed by National Service. I'm sad to say that i'm not ready to move on. i can't believe i'm feeling very emotional writing bout this but my secondary school life is too darn good. i'm such in love with my friends that the only thing i think of when i'm in a bad situation,is the sight of seeing them laugh and the unconditional love that my friends and me share. Some people may find moving on in life brings you to a step closer to the thing that you want,but how is that even possible when all i truly want is to be surrounded by friends,which is currently,today. I'm afraid of the impending depression that i will face. i'm not ready and i hope time will slowly assure me that moving on is the best thing to do. i pray everyday to build the armor within me to defend myself. guess only time will tell,if the armor is strong enough.

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SORRY FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES IM FACE-HOOKED=]

Where do i even start.

This few months have been crazy.

First of all im just lovin the SECONDARY 5 WORLD.

It just really liberated me from all the nastiness of being judge.

The bond between my classmates are progressing well then ever.

I just love them so so so much.

We went to our first basketball match together.

Yeah we brought a leather bag full of enthusiasm and zest.

Gosh it was so fun.

RACIAL RIOTS,NEW BREAKFAST FOOD,DNT,GAGA.

It's a hell of a ride.

I'm loving every second of it.

I should explode now cause i'm like overstuffed with joy and happiness.

KABOOM

☮molested throat

Haaaaa Friday,the most sexciting day of the week=]

MAREENAH BEEN MOLESTED BY A CHINESE CLEANER[proven]

☮Pork with a side of racism

[I love 5B,I love 5B,I love 5B]

Got to be THE most provocative and creative class i had ever seen.

Gosh today class deco created lots of controversy and chaos.

I LOVE DRAMA.

This week was super duper muper tiring that every step that i took

feels like a day in POA class.

SIGH.

But friends really helps to ease my pain.

[5B]

Played with tape the whole week,urgh.

My calculator look super awesome.

Chemistry practical was outrageous.

Mareenah should be tie to a tree.

Alif,creative ass mothafuckaa.

Zaky is a monkey.

DNT,F up.

HELL OF A WEEK.

little monster☮

☮Acceptance

School was gerek=]
I left my kopiko sweet under the table.
MY LADY GAGA DECORATED TABLE.
Haha hajar,zaky,liyana and ryan.
WOOO AWESOMENESS.
Ran around.
Talk to ryan about herms.
Called kiki my cat.
Had fun with hajar.
Havent had fun with her for quite awhile.
I love all four of you for making my day.
And had a long,perspiring chat with Ruhaizat and Mareenah.
Mareenah,haiyo,need to tie her to a tree.
Ruhaizat,cool ass mothafucka.
Hahaha school was amazing=]

AND SPECIAL THANKS TO THORNG HAN FOR HELPING ME
THROUGHOUT MY 2.4KM RUN. I'M SO GRATEFUL.

'Celebrate all the things you hate about yourself'
Lady Gaga

☮Lasalle Vs NAFA

So its 2010.
2009,hah,tragic.
Death,death,death.
Nothing to be happy about.
Glad 2009 is over.
Now 2010,
2 weeks have already been
torture.
Not saying that the lessons are boring
but i kept getting tired.
Even Gaga herself is down with exhaustion.
sigh.
well...
DNT,will always be DNT.
Other than that,school is definitely
the best place to be right now.
I just want to study,lol with F.R.I.E.N.D.S,
smile at my sec 1s
and be in class with my beloved 5B.

=TODAY=
Went to Lasalle and NAFA.
I'm in a dilemma.
Should i pick a school with loads of
stuck up students but it is able to
bring me to a higher level and more exposure
or
a school that is very family oriented but
not as advance as the previous school.
....
I'm picking Fashion Design if I want to be in Lasalle,
and for NAFA i will be picking Fashion Studies.
Photography hmm.
I'M FREAKING CONFUSE.
help me out somebody.

little monster☮

☮A breath of fresh air

CELEBRATING 2010 WITH

BLOOD-SOAKING BLOGSKIN.

I'm bleeding,

Gaga ate my heart.

Little Monster☮

☻caught in a camp romance

Simply,the best...

Never i felt so passionate about having small brothers and sisters.
And now,i feel like i'm a part of them.
Now,when they look back at their secondary one camp,
it will only be about the joy that we all had.
I love each and everyone of this sec 1s.
They treated me like i'm part of their family,their friend and their big brother.
All of my devotion during this 2 days did not go to waste.
They welcome me with their enthusiasm.
That 2 days,it's nothing but euphoria.
I'm truly blessed to have this opportunity with them.
And to all my Secondary 1H,
I LOVE YOU GUYS.

The first day was definitely less tiring. I was so pumped to meet
my fellow 1H. We played loads of games together and just enjoyed ourselves.
The best part definitely was the rehearsal for the performance.
We all went FREESTYLE AND DON'T CARE AND THREW OUR HANDS
IN THE AIR.
On Orientation Night,my body was just flooded with ADRENALINE.
During the transition of from a performance to another performance,
all the Sec 1s were seating down and stared blankly into space.
Then when a of song was played,i stood up infront of the hall,
facing the parents,the sec 1s,the facilitators,the teachers and the principle,
i dance my heart out and when just when i thought i was dancing by myself,
this bunch of guys from 1H stood up and dance along with me.
I was more than happy when i saw that.
They're truly amazing.
Because of their enthusiasm,1H won both of the category
for the class award,which was 'The Best Class' and 'The Best Performance'.
Speechless,just so speechless.