The impending joy/sadness

I'm nervous about today.Currently nothing in this world matters except for me going to Sec 4. Trying to breathe and stay calm or soon *pop* another pimple=.= Haizz just wanna stay with my fellow 3H and 3G.I'm not regreting anything because i know that i did my best.This was the first time i stayed up till 4 pm to study.If anyone could help me now is God.Coming to school at 7.30 and i just hope that i could make it.Can't sleep yesterday and now i'm sleepy but i ain't sleeping until i knew that i made it to Sec 4.Can't believe it i'm stressing about my education[usually not] but staying back to me is major.Making new friends & forgetting the joy that i had in class with my 3/2/1 year buddies would'nt be easy.Now wish time speeds and 4 and the half hours would be like a blink of an eye.I HOPE THAT ALL MY BITCHES MAKE IT TO SEC 4:]