☺Eremophobia[look it up]

Intensive revisions is my breakfast,lunch and dinner. I cut down my goofing-off attitude because my top priority now is nothing but study.Haha call me cuckoo or a nutjob but whatever,i know this gonna pay off in the long run. School is getting very dry. Hah i don't know lah is it me or the school. But most probably is me.

Let me share you my nightmare that kept haunting me this few weeks. My dream took place in our school hall. We all are lining up to take our N levels certificate. The camera angle if oh-so bagus. I received my cert and i just jump up and down cause i managed to get to sec 5. Then when i look around some of my friends were like mourning. I just began to get the twisted feeling in the stomach when i feel really upset. So i just run up to them and hug everyone of them and just cry my heart out because i am so scared of losing my friend. The dream[nightmare] was so vivid that i can feel the twisted in my stomach when i woke up. I know im being to paranoid and somehow that is their life.But people don't get me that much. When i have a friend,i am terrified of losing them.I'm not mentally prepared to lose a friend but N levels just keeps getting closer and suddenly,bamm,it's the result day. And my dreams will come to life. So to all my friends,i really wish you guys will study hard and hope we all will go to Sec 5 together. I may not mean anything to you all but being with you guys for another year really means alot to me. You guys have made a huge impact on me and losing you guys is equivalent to losing a piece of my life. Wish you guys the best. to my express friends Faisya and Shurz,i hope we all will still stay in contact with each other,aite:] [i know it's too soon to say all this,but this thing have been bugging me for almost three months]

My life is going very well.I managed to squeeze in some shopping time which really what i needed and my academics are improving.Haha and LADY GAGA IS THE BEST,BITCHES! And finally i got to spent quality time with my camera:D here's my new pic. The picture says it all,i'm getting a little obssessed with my computer this days which is so not good.Haha try my best to stay away from it.Few days after this picture was taken my camera gone all haywire.Now waiting for Nikkon[sinister laugh]

Till here then fladingdong peepoles:D