New Snappy

You make me go beep boop
the rule of viewing my picture
is to view it full size

SO PLEASE CLICK THE PIC:]

Boom Biim Baam:]

today is so boring

ZZzzzZZZ

decided to try to play

Spores:]

Kinda fun!

Here's my monster i created:]

cute hah:]

Nipple Don't Tinggle:]

Today is the most fun day ever ever ever ever:]
First met liyana and HAJAR then wanted to bus down to downtown straight away,
but,my stomach were grumbling and Hajar's too[as usual] so stop at loyang point:]

[COMERCIAL]
COME TO LOYANG POINT!
WE HAVE VARIETY OF STORES!
AND
WE DON'T SWITCH ON THE AIR-CON TOO!
COME TO LOYANG POINT!
WE SERVE PEOPLE WITH HEAT!
IT'S HOT HERE!
LITERALLY!
[END]

The place were freaking hot!Even the Mac were air-conditioner-less! Hajar were like whining[as usual] So then had breakfast and then took 3 to downtown:] so reached there.Then we were like walking damn slow:] Then Gurame caught us!! So had to sing the school song! haha so funny-bunny! It is freaking muddy! My shoes from white turn brown! OK then me was going hyper:] Haha fought with Hajar and Liyana so fun:] Then disturbed Zack Sembilu[seriously this name is catching on for Zaky] with this Bottle With Hole:] Fun and wet! So yeah the run begins:] Meeeee and hajar and liyana and Zack Sembilu walked together.HEHE.So gewek.Disturb people and stuff.

BUT MY MISERY BEGINS
liyana told me to play songs from phone when suddenly i felt that my pocket were empty.I went balistic and like so worried.Zack sembilu and Hajar were like "Anza just redah" like omg sia.Haha so never found it.Then Zack Sembilu like said something that Hajar keep on saying it again and again and again and again! Zack Sembilu said "Tu ah kau keletar macam ayam!" HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA sumpah it's so funny! So yeah my hopes were dashed=.= ASKED MISS.CHENG FOR ADVICE.YOU KNOW WHAT SHE SAID?

"PUT YOUR HEAD ON THE GROUND AND KNOCK THE GROUND THREE TIMES AND SAY PHONE WHERE ARE YOU!?!"

hahaha lame advice-kan:] So kind of a bummer but Zack Sembilu cheered the 3 of us with his
BOXOFFICE MALAY JOKES!

Zack Sembilu said "Ape difference die between anjeng lari dengan orang betul lari?"

Me said "Anjeng ade empat kaki"

Hajar said "Anjeng lari cepat sebab die ade empat kaki!!"

Zack Sembilu "Tak! Orang pakai sluar anjeng tk pakai! ^^"

THE LAMENESS OF THIS JOKE ME CRAP OUT OF MY PANTS :]

haha ok back to business!
about my phone!So me and alif just search for the phone.I were feeling hopeless cause it's like searching a needle in a haystack.But alif freaking prove me wrong!!He shouted my name and i turn around with lots of hopes and i saw alif picking up a red phone and i was like
"ALIFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF"
i run towards him and freaking give a hug and i felt so happy:]

THANKS ALIF AMAR:] & PEOPLE WHO WORRIED:]

Ok so eat some pudding and went to Whitesand:] I was so sakai with my FBT shorts and mud-ed shoe! So me and hazreena re-enact how Hajar walks and remix it haha so funny:] So ate KFC and my met Aisyah:] Then let hazreena have a moment with her friend:] it is so sweet and maisarah looks good:] Bought some sex bands and shuffled in the middle of whitesand when i heard 4 minutes:] So then went to Liyana home:] Stopped at East Spring Primary School^^
Memories just flows and i felt kinda emotional^^ Then went to liyana house and played 'The Game of Life' the board game i love oso much:] Played with small kids so super-duper gerek!Haz were like jumping around kicking the ball with amirah:] Went to the playground and had more fun! Played catching with haz haha she was like beating me and it's so funny. One time,she tried to catch me, and i were standing on top of the small rock-climbing wall and she wanna run towards it and climb up! but change of plan:] She ran and jump towards the wall and when her foot about to climb up she slipped and fell miserably hahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahah so so funny:] Then there were few kids throwing dead bird around the playground and all were like shouting2 haha.Hazreena act like sister2 and shout haha so funny.Then hajar can't take it anymore so she shout at the kids

"EH DON'T THROW THROW THE BIRD ARGH!LATER YOU DIE PEOPLE THROW THROW YOUR BODY THEN YOU KNOW" hahahah so funny sia this fat girl=] Then went to hill and took boxes and tried to slide own but the grass to thick so it can't slide down hehe:] So ended up we went to Mac to add frosting to the cake:] We eat/talk/laugh :] Hazreena were being uber FUN!
She show funny face,showing her overbite,wear jacket and sinks in it!! So i took the chili sauce tray and put in on my eyes eyes:] so kekek:] hahahahhahahahahahaha.Then act like a commercial girl selling GLUE-CHILLY SAUCE!She was like "it paste just like that" hahahahaha
then went to send the peeps home!While otw,got this 50cent game machine,Haz wanna play it so amirah put in 50cent in the coin slot when suddenly the game never start hahahahah:] HAZ SHOUTED "WAH CHEAT MONEY!CHEAT MONEY!" HAHAHHAHHAHAHA so funny! then went to shoe shop and phone shop then all departed off:]






today was so fun and i would like to seriously thanks from the bottom of my heart:
-hajar
-liyana
-hazreena
-syiqin
-alif
-zaky
-amirah
I freaking love you guys <3

Psst...

you know what

NOW

i'm freaking mad

now because the three people

confronted Syiqin

and i'm mad cause i'm not there.

This type of thing always freaking happen

that this poor girl have to shed her tears

every single time they

"SETTLE THE PROBLEMS"

moron

Everything i type here is what i said

not what she told me

moron

So now i don't want to include syiqin in this crap

cause she suffer everytime they call to

"SETTLE THE PROBLEMS"

ok

.i'm telling you guys a fanciful story.
in this story you will learn about

'the art of being fickle'

.....................................................................

You guys heard about the dare between

Syaiful and Hanis

well today its the focus on the girl

Syaiful good sia:]

Well one day at canteen,

after PE,

eating lunch as usual with hanis and all my friends.

Back in this day,

The New Born Clique wasn't yet invented

So i'm being a good samaritan

helping this two to settle the prob,

ok don't want to gonna tell what's the prob,

so skip.

So this Hanis,

is kinda annoyed that

me,liyana,hajar and some girls on the table,

she's annoyed that we are not on her side regarding the prob just now.

[COMMERCIAL BREAK]

OK NOW QEEN AND SYAF OBSERVE THE STORY NOW

[ON AIR]

I thought Hanis wasn't holding a grudge on us

but well she did,

so

yeah she's was not happy,

so the person being hated are

Me

Hajar

Liyana

Hazreena

Seri

wtf?

yes!

the wierd thing is that she's mad at HAZREENA AND SERI

when they never even spoke a word.

Cruel and not understanding?

YES VERY,i mean come one,SERI

ok

so yeah she act like she don't need seri

when she does

so she pull in seri

then hajar

ok the bold part is the most important one

ok so you two know that hanis with us right?

so when she fought with us

she came crying to you two

don't you guys think that

it's so so fickle

like omg

you guys are the REBOUND GROUP

You two felt being used?

ha-ha too bad now you're obsessed with her

then she act all WEEEEE around you guys.

haha

fickle

i want you guys to take notice

YOU GUYS BEEN USED

and

HANIS

YOU'RE EFFING RUDE TO COMMENT ON HAZREENA'S FRIEND

COME ON DON'T ACT BITCHY

BECAUSE YOU AREN'T

FEEL LIKE SPITTING ON ME?

HAHA GO AHEAD AS IF YOU DARE

AND YOU'RE BEST FRIEND WITH YOUR BF'S EX

...WEIRD...

Yippe:]

What To Do List

-Finish Exam

-Teacher's Day Celebration

-Laugh

I'm freaking happy to be in 3H:]

3H is the best class ever seriously

We got

Class clowns

Wannabe

Cuties[me durh=]

Ah Liens

Nerds

haha

alot lah:]

So complete:]

I love this class:]

So to day was photo-taking session

which my class ENJOICE:]

You can't stand a day in my class without laughing,

But today my voice got some technical difficulties,

So yeah fawzy pants rips in the middle,

Kamal freaking cried,

Hafiqal fell back from the chair,

Wen Lin get no response when he want the class to cheer with him:]

oso funny:]

Tsk...tsk...tsk...

Ok now align center is the sex:]

.now back to business.

____________

TODAY'S TOPIC

Materialistic

&

Friendship

_____________

ok

Im not feeling to say it indirectly cause it's not working,

so i will say the names:]

sounds LUSCIOUS

yes it is.

THIS POST IS FOR QEEN,SYAF AND HANIS

*clear throat*

thinking twice on what you are doing?

nahh...to much chances and life is unfair.

you guys know what is a materialistic type of people?

easy...

it's the people who's the opposite of me in the bad-way

ok this three girls is counted as a NEW-BORN clique

and this CLIQUE doesn't annoys me but it just

yeah ok annoys me:]

but in order to tell me my story,i have to tell you hers(feeling2 Ghost Whisperer)

?Syiqin?

↑this girl↑

is the most sweetest girl i ever met.

Super-effing down-to-earth

literally,i've gone diabetic because of her and some causes of Apple Tea addiction,

this girl don't usually blends in with MY clique.

So i want her to have a happy school life cause she deserves it

so

i let her be with the THREE GIRLS that i mention earlier

at first she was happy and i'm freaking so thrill that she's happy,

but suddenly the sweetness of the apple turns sour.

[and i hate sour]

THIS THREE GIRLS TALKS ABOUT STUFFS LIKE

Clothes

Myspace

Hair

AND ALL THE MATERIALISTIC PREP GIRLS CRAP

[and i say this from what i've heard]

So syiqin is like a

HIPPY WHO'S LOST IN A MALL

[and syiqin you ain't hippy]

Why did i say she was happy?

well she looks happy.

Why do she want them?

cause she want a friend not MATERIALISM

Is she happy there?

yes she is but when the girls get all

"EH SIA I LOVE THIS GUY AT MYSPACE AND........."

"I LOVE HER HAIR LIKE OMG"

Arghh you now those cliche's

DISGUSTED?

Nope.FUCKING ANGRY.

Why?

Well they don't deserve this girl cause they ain't worth it enough.

So why you send her there?

well is her decision.

So what you wanna do?

Try as hard as i can to make syiqin blends in with my friends

and i mean HARD.

SYIQIN,I THINK THEY DON'T DESERVE YOU AND I SERIOUSLY TRY TO BE AS OPEN-MINDED AS I CAN BE SO YOU WILL BE MUCH COMFORTABLE WITH US.

WELL IT'S CHOICE,I'M HERE TO HELP.

JUST LET YOU KNOW THAT

"TRUE FRIENDS ACCEPT FOR WHO YOU ARE,NOT FOR WHO YOU AREN'T"

Au revoir

When Crap meet Shit :]

urgh can't woke up late because of my metabolism[i think]

so woke up at 9 instead*yawn*

What to do list○

suck up to my mom so i can go out

so yeah i help her cook so that she let me out:]

[yea i cook]

ok so i went to study with,

Haz,Qin,Liyana,Amirah,Fawzy,Razi,Alif,Aepul,Abg Haf

Haha ↑these moron make's me cry.

So it begins with a serious study for a few hours.

Then went to the bubbletea:]

Abg Haf was being effing funny as usual.

Things to laugh at○

Qin slips violently and feel on both her hand and knees:]

Fawzy walks like his *ehem* were swollen:]

I slipped with both of my legs going upward:]

Abg Haf talks about his funny experience about smooching:]

Fawzy made funny words:]

About my diabetes:]

alot more but i got amnesia,amnesia,amnesia

Then all went home:]

That is sure satisfying

I pity for the people who miss this wonderful day

Lyric

Sand In My Shoes
By Dido


Two weeks away feels like the whole world should've changed
but I'm home now, and things still look the same
I think I'll leave it till tomorrow to unpack, try to forget for one more night that I'm back in my flat
on the road where the cars never stop going through the night
to a life where I can't watch the sunset, I don't have time, I don't have time

I've still got sand in my shoes and I can't shake the thought of you
I should get on, forget you but why would I want to
I know we said goodbye, anything else would've been confused
but I want to see you again

tomorrow's back to work and down to sanity
should run a bath and then clear up the mess I made before I left here
try to remind myself that I was happy here before I knew that I could get on a plane and fly away
from the road where the cars never stop going through the night
to a life where I can watch the sunset and take my time, take all our time

I've still got sand in my shoes and I can't shake the thought of you
I should get on forget you but why would I want to
I know we said goodbye, anything else would've been confused
but I want to see you again
but I want to see you again

two weeks away, all it takes, to change and turn me around I've fallen
I walked away, and never said, that I wanted to see you again

I've still got sand in my shoes and I can't shake the thought of you
I should get on, forget you but why would I want to
I know we said goodbye, anything else would've been confused
but I want to see you again
but I want to see you again

I wanna see you again
I wanna see you again

hippity-hoppity

so went to school as usual:] and then study2 then disturb miss.alia's armpit-showing clothe infront of her:] she laughed so its fun.Then at 4 when group study with Alif and Liyana and end at 7.30.1 hours of study and chat till the end as usual:] Hehe.Bombatic is a word i invented:]

.silence.

urgh again and again.
well my best friend told me that if you don't apppreciate me then don't bother.
i just kept quiet to see if you need me.
since you're quiet then i'll guess you don't need me.
that's all i need to know.
erm just thanks for the good laugh ok.
i seriousy wanna get a life now.
i'm walking on my own route now.
sorry if like,this is harsh.
i just think that you don't need me.
well you make it look like it seem.
erm i'm pathetic am i.
just insult me i don't care.
i'm over-reacting?
yes i am.
i'm not any typical boys.
this is freaking hard for me.
if you ain't changing,i ain't gonna change either.
i hate myself for hating you but it's kinda fact.
you're just another person who care about yourself more.
i thought you can change the ego thing.
but i see you not giving it a try.
rather you make my life hell with it.
i let out my hand but you just don't want to take it.
fine.
then don't expect it to come by again.
i'm sick of being the one mengalah everytime.
now L.A.H.H is my sweetest medication.
i felt bad but this feeling is the first side-effect of forgetting.
you won't felt a thing once you read this cause ego is your skin.
wasted my seconds in school talking to you.
i'm focusing on people who appreciate me.
everytime i try to make an effort to appreciate you.
but no everytime i push you out you kept coming in.
boomerang? no. more like a person asking for more attention.
i'm sorry if this is mean.
but it's the fact.
i'm ego?
yes i am.
but i throw it away when im talking to you.
i know you love winning that is why i'll try to lose as many times as possible.
pleasing you a mistake? yes.a big one.
what i get in return? more self-centred attitude.
like you said,"you don't entertain people"
yes,that is the closest to the truth you ever get about yourself.
i'm tired.
sorry.






:[





















looking for my torniquet
x
x

Getting miserable again:]

can't believe it the things i fear most came back to haunt me.
can't believe it the person i've been spending time with just gives you high hopes.
can't believe it,i'm crushed again.
can't believe it that i'm such a moron to be so close to him[s]
can't believe it that i didn't do anything to stop myslef knowing i'll get crushed again.
can't believe it that is just so hard to say "i'm sorry."
can't believe it that two words is just a so hard.
can't believe it that i'm not strong enough.
can't believe it that i just let myself being used again and again and again.
can't believe it that i'm like a toy.
can't believe it that i'm typing this knowing that the person don't even care.
can't believe it that his e-- is to big.
can't believe it that im so so so dumb.
i believe i'm just pathetic.
i believe you could just spit on me.
i believe i could cry but i won't cry for somebody who won't cry for me.
i believe focusing on my study is better than ENTERTAINING this morons.
i believe i'm just ripped up again,its ok,i'll pick up the pieces.
i believe i would just wear my smileyfacedmask to school.
i believe that's the only defend i could put up.
i believe i should bleed but i won't do it.
i believe that fate is cruel on me.
i believe people change but things keep proving me wrong.
i believe staying aloof from all of this is the best way.
i believe.







bff where are you?
please help me.

Bored

urgh days like this i wish for BFFs
wanna go out
bored

Random:]

I turn f-a-t I think.
In love with the Olympic Glass Cup.
School-life starting to bore me.
Think of studying now.
I'm afraid of staying-back.
My next blog theme is 'Popeye'.
Cut my hair.
'Labels or Love' is the shit now.
Shakira starting to attract me.
Parody is moronic/funny.
Plan to be slim and lean till 18.
Rebonding hair,not gonna happen.
I just discovered there's PVC jeans.
Liyana pierce her lips.
Friends meant to fight.
Runway is very slippery.
Thought of modeling but too BIMBO.
I think babies come out from stomach.
Daily facewash is crucial.
I can vomit when things are too funny.
My brother know half of Dunman students.
Guys+Makeup freaks me.
Gays and Lesbian couple are cute/gross.
BFF is a myth.
Nicole Richie was fleshy before.
Thought of piercing.
Stomach piercing is gay?
Nasi briyani gross me out sometimes.
Don't care how i look like in school.
Zaky and me got our first pimple today.
I kept on pooping.
Love my popeye collection.
The movie "Longest Yards" is a re-enactment.
R.I.P John Ritter,my current fav comedian.
I think i got diabetes.
Music+Shower make sense.
American is the most fattening country.
Male Stripper earns alot.
White Chicks is the shit.
Money does matter.
Malay dance starting to be my 2nd passion.
Thought of running away to a peacful metto.
My uncle calls me 'pelembut'.
Yeah i stand out from the crowd.
Hazreena inspires me to wear braces.
Mat motor listen to Doa Taubat under my void deck.
Trying to have a waraq bf as told by hajar.
Saying a sentence without a bad word is impossible.
Miley Cyrus gone Colbie Cailat.
Jonas Brothers making me jealous.
People who hit-and-run usually die of karma.
Armpit hair is gross not manly.
Naval hair is hot though.
My pencilbox stinks.
White uniform just makes you look dirty.
Soviet Union is keeping secrets about UFO.
De Anza is a hot spring.
Type anza.net.
Utt's clothing is the shit.
Guys love to hate me.
I love guys hating me.
Matreps wanna-be population is increasing.
Trawei is near and so can't wait.
Hold your breathe for 10 sec to cure hiccups.
Blondes is the world most popular sluts.
I wish that fucktard is a pastry.
Tom Yam & Milo is being hated by my uniform.
Babijeng is not a word.
Spanish accent is so hot.
Friendster is dead.
Fawzy experience a gay before.
Moronic kids usually have the last laugh.
Heidi Klum and Seal is so cute.
America' Next Top Model is auditioning cycle 12.
The sound of styrofoam gives me goosebumps.
My singing voice sounds good.
Bribing will not work if you're broke.
Football(rugby) and rugby is different.
I got an uncle who died of shock when he was 3.
Malaysian's are violent.
Olympic bores me.
Hajar says my father is cute.
My father use to be a goalkeeper/striker.
My mom have Ms.Luar's hair when she was 17.
Second place means you're the first to lose.
A father's tears is heartbreaking.
Dunman library aren't cosy.
Fasha Sanda looks so hot in 'Manja' magazine.
$2/$3 ice-cream is such a waste.
Cartoon intrigues me.
Goreng Pisang's kerak is so nice.
Starbucks? I won't give my money for caffeine.
Kallang waves got nothing to do with kallang.
People love to poop on the sea.
Bugis is a bargain bin.
Charlotte's Web the movie made me cry.
Spider dies after giving birth?
Avril Lavigne and Lil Mama ain't friends.
Birthday cake is diabetic.
Blouse have nothing to do with skirt.
Fringe to me is gay,that's why i chop them off.
Quaterback in football is not a refund.(Quater-back)
Say comfortable slowly.(Come-For-The-Bull)
I think taking photo is a stress-relief.
Ego is a new trend.
Daniel Radcliffe have a nude photo.
I think sitting down here typing cures my boredom.
Amy Lee wins the 2008 Songwriter Icon Award!
I suppose to have a gf.
Eyemo is the shit.
Infra-Red light make your pupa smaller.
UFO fever is scary.
2012 may not be true.
Nerds will have alot of girls when they're 30 and rich.
MSG don't scares me.
Too much hair mosturizer shampoo cause hair breakage.
The girl that were carrying lemons in Jordin's vid is so cute.
Pamala Anderson is hot?
Listen,to the song here in my heart.
I'm sleepy zZzzZzZz.

Blonde Moment:]

NASA Vacation:]


A blonde a brunette and a redhead are in NASA and they did so well at their jobs that they get to go anywhere they want for vacation.

Brunette: Aww sweet! I'm going to Hawaii!

Redhead: I can beat that! I'm going to Brazil baby!

Blonde: I can top both of yours cuz I'm going to the sun!

The brunette and redhead look at eachother and laugh

Brunette: You cant go to the sun silly you will burn up!

Blonde: Yes I can too go to the sun, when it is night time.


You've Got Mail!


One day a blonde continues to walk down her drive way to her mail box.

She did this many times until her neghbour finally ask's, " wat the heck r u doing? "

The blonde looks at him and replies, " my computer keeps telling me ive got mail. "

Oh Poop[:

:] im now so effing excited with my life and friends making me smille without fail [:

Friends that makes me go ^^
.HAJAR
.liyana
.hazreena
.diyana
.alif
.amirah
.asyiqin
.zaky
.fawzy
.razi
.karen

fcuk i pee-ed

without this morons,i just like rollover and die in school:]

Hello people of the earth:]

11 August 08

urgh.Felt so suckish after the past few days but all of that changed.Erm so called liyana she got prob with her family.Lots of screaming and yelling and the mother was like "kalau nak beli kotex jangan carik ibu" can't believe it i said that at blog but yea i just did:] so after that i decided to wear this cute bossini shirt and hop to the beach with haz,alif and liyana:] Went to cheers at esso and i scream liyana here and liyana there so pretty much objective of the day checked:] So after saying bye to Eva Longoria(she was lounging at the ice-cream freezer)went to the station bus and haz was waiting for like 20 minutes.Hehe.So bus down to Pasir Ris Interchange and we are so excited.So they all was so confident that taking the bus 358 will bring us to the beach!I was so eager and the bus came so i rush to the bus and too kit.Minutes later Alif got a message from Qin and you know what...................WE TOOK THE WRONG BUS.

And guess all the blame goes to who?

ME! omg! Evil babi-s!

So went back to interchange and took 403! and saw karen with her friends:] so then at the beach got nothing much.Just played with the water for a moment,took some pics and talk2^^. ok then some people have to go =.= urgh. and me haz & mirah waited for "The Band" hahaha then the fun begins!Razi tell me about his ghostly experience! Haz & mirah enjoyce by putting sand in people clothes haha:] Hehe! Then we play charades:]] that was kinda the most fun-est game ever:]

Catch This:

We have to guess what is the movie call by not saying a word just actions.

So the other team tells me what the movie is and my teammates have to guess it.So mine is Memoirs Of Geisha! Haha! While they were busily chatting i came to haz.

Me:Oi,Memoirs Of Geisha

Haz:Huh?

Me:=.= the movie,Memoirs Of Geisha

Haz:*think* oh,oh,oh *laugh*[durh]

So i just walked like a binded feet girl and they just memoirs of geisha and we won the first round.And theirs is american pie so nothing interesting haha.Next is our team again.Now fawzy have to act it out.Our title is "12 Lotus".Fawzy was quite good.

Ziy:*typing on his phone the number '12' & show it at us three*

Mirah:12!

Me:Ok next word.

hahaha

Ziy:*act as if he's sniffing something*

Amirah:Urrmm flowers!!

Ziy: *nodded*

Me:Rose! Orchid! uurrrmmm SUNFLOWER!!!!!!!!

Ziy:=.= *show the 'high' and 'LOW' (LO-TUS)*

Haz:SKY!

Mirah:Cloud!

Me:Urm angin?!?! [12 Angin??!?!?!]

Amirah:LOW!!!!

Me:Argh low! Argh Shawty get low!Low,low,low,low,low!!!!!! ^^

AND TIMES UP HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

so the gerek!then went home and TA-DAH!

Maybe

Maybe i attracting to much attention with my misery.
Maybe i have just burden them.
Maybe i should'nt decide my own fate .
Maybe i'm overeacting.
Maybe just maybe i went to far.
Maybe i should just be happy.
Maybe i should try.
Maybe i'll be happy.
Just maybe.

sorry for causing you guys probs,blog is where i devote my feelings into.Don't take it too seriously sometimes.

Missing

By Evanescene.
.somehow it relates to me.

Can you stop, please?
Can you stop the fire?
You cant stop the fire,you wont say the words.
Please, Please

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Can you stop, please?
Can you stop the fire?
You cant stop the fire,you wont say the words.
Please, Please

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,I breathe deep and cry out;
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of youI'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something.......

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Can you stop, please?
Can you stop the fire?
You cant stop the fire,you wont say the words.
Please, Please

i'm sick&tired

i'm so sick&tired of bottling up my feeling day after day.
i'm freaking sad to have no one to turn to.
Friends? no,not a chance i won't burden them.
i'm looking for a person to pour out my feeling.
Girlfriend? no been there done that.not gonna happen.
i'm bored at home without no one to talk to.
i'm happy but no one to share the joy with.
Family? no,they got better things in life.
all of my choice leads to a friend.
Already got a friend? yes,but not suppose to be burden.
So who?
BFF? my only option now.
Asking for too much? maybe,but life is demanding.
i'm so pathetic to say all of this.
i'm freaking human too.
Any good candidate? not yet
i'm a sick boy who need my bff.
Aren't you happy in school? yes,but i can't feel that later
i'm desperate and admitting it.
I'm just asking for tto much maybe.
You are happy 24/7? yes,but still i have no one to turn too.
..sigh..
..sigh..
..sigh..
no one dare to step forward.
fine.
don't want your hand,i'll save myself.
current expression?frowning.

VIDEOS FOR MY SWEETEST PEOPLE:]

hey its christmas and anza claus wanna give you guys this vids haha[ step bagi jek padahal kat youtube sak]

For my sweet gloria-looking-girl-kissing-rich-brat(hajar):]


This is for miss gumball:](liyana) keep the gumball popping:]

For my minah braces wannabe:] (hazreena)

THE BEHAVIOUR TREND

ALERT!
ALERT!
THE THINGS THAT I'M ABOUT THE iS HURTFUL AND I JUST MIGHT BE SAYING ABOUT YOU.

There's three topic i wanna say about:
.HYPOCRITES
.BITCH
.DOGS

this is currently the things that is buzzing on my head=.= let me starts with hypocrites.
HYPOCRITES:I'M STARTING TO FEEL ASHAME BEING IN MY SCHOOL.THERE'S LOTS OF PEOPLE BEING A HYPOCRITE AND A BIG ONE!I'M FREAKING DON'T GET IT PEOPLE WHO DOES NOT STICK WITH THEIR OWN WORDS.

EXAMPLE:
PERSON A HATES PERSON B SO SO MUCH THAT HS(HE/SHE) THRASH-TALKS ABOUT PERSON B THAT ITS QUITE HARSH SOMETIMES.PERSON A TELLS HS FRIENDS BAD THING ABOUT PERSON B AND HOW HS HATES PERSON B.BUT IN SCHOOL,PERSON A IS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO CLOSE TO PERSON B THAT IS STARTING ANNOYS HS FRIEND'S AS THEY LIKE FREAKING WASTE THE FRIENDS TIME.

I'M VERY FREAKING ANNOYED WITH THIS TYPE OF PEOPLE AS THEY SERIOUSLY FU*KED UP AND I SERIOUSLY COULD JUST SPIT AT THIS TYPE OF PEOPLE.CHANGE YOUR FREAKING ATTITUDE!SAY IT AND STICK WITH IT! FUCKERS!

next i will begin with bitches.
BITCHES:URGHH DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED WITH BITCHES.FRANKLY SPEAKING MY DEFINITION OF BITCH IS, DOG SHIT.BITCHES IS FREAKING ASSH*LES.WHY YOU GUYS COMMENT ABOUT PEOPLE ABOUT HOW THEY LOOK,WHAT THEY WEAR AND WHAT THEY HAVE?YOU GUYS HAVE YOUR OWN LIFE SO TAKE CARE OF IT RATHER THAN JUST 'JAGE TEPI KAIN ORANG'!

EXAMPLE:
A GIRL WORE A NICE BAJU KURONG WITH A GREEN BATIK SKIRT WITH LOOKS SO GORGEOUS WENT TO SCHOOL FOR RACIAL HARMONY.THE GIRL IS CHATTING WITH HER BUDDY AND COINCIDENCELY(PURPOSELY) A F*CKED UP BITCH SEATS BEHIND HER CHATTING WITH HER "FRIENDS".SO THE BITCH SAID TO HER FRIEND LOUDLY,"EH SIA,KAEN BATEK NI MCM NENEK AKU PUNYE SAH". OOOMMMMMGGGGGG IT'S SO F*CKED UP!YOU SHOULD SERIOUSLY JUST KEEP YOUR COMMENTS TO YOURSELF HAIZZ BUT I THINK THEY ACT LIKE AS IF THEY ARE WEARING SO NICE LIKE URGH=.= TELL ME THAT WHEN YOU'RE A FASHIONISTA.

SO CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE BEFORE THE BITCH TURNS TO A BUSTARD.

the last thing is dogs.

DOGS:THEY ARE THE TYPE OF PEOPLE WHO LOVES TO DO WHAT HS TOLD EVEN ITS LIKE THE MOST RIDICULOUS THING EVER.DOGS HAVE NO LIFE AS THEY ONLY MEANT TO SERVE.I CAN'T GIVE AN EXAMPLE BECAUSE I CAN'T KEEP IT TO SOMETHING YOU GUYS CAN REFER WITH.YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.DOGS ARE MEANT TO BE IN A LEASH AND PUT HS LEGS UP WHEN SEES A HYDRANT.

i know people will say "anza ckp gini macam die bukan jek". yes i do mistakes because my experience in this crap but i try to learn from it.i'm just here to give people some self-reflection that they need.

Boredom kills my metabolism:]

SUNDAY

yes it's sunday and i'm freaking dying at home.Scrubed my shoes,drank 3 bottles of apple tea &
8 hours of technology.spent hours and hours on this blogkin and its worth it i tell u:]So tied up for tommorow:]

to hajar-:you know i love every single one of my friends and you're are totally in the love-y part
please come school more often cause i will rot in school if you're not.hmm believe it or not you made me realise some people in this world don't know what is 'sup tulang' hehe thanks for proving me wrong bitch:] so hugs and *won't kiss you cos you interested in girls niwaes:]*.Love ya my girl-kissing-gloria-looking-rich brat:]