Hari Raya Eve:]

To All My Bitches:]

I ain't seeking for forgiveness cause i know i gonna make more sin so

hope you guys enjoy this raya because the second day of raya is exam

so blajar sambil sumbat mulut korang dengan kueh-mueh tu seme:]

hang on hajar

Morning rises:]

its 1.07 am:]

--Chatting with HAJAR--

--feeling tired?--

--no--

-stopping?--

--never--

Brr:]

.now i'm bored with friendster.

.bored-nya ya amet.

.EOY & EID not gonna be fun.

.Help me get through this crap.

.Just want some malay dance or an outing.

.BORED.

Quiz:]

Who was the person who ask you to do this survey?
bored so i as myself to do it:]
What did you think of the person?
he's cute definitely:]

1.Do you eat a lot of fast food?
way too much
2.Have you kissed anyone in 2008?
first,eeeww,second aww no:]
3.Were you happy when you woke up today?
As happy as Hajar met Chef Khalid:]
4.What did you last get upset about?
ermm,being left:[
5.Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
Is Apple Tea included?
6.What about in your 5th sent message?
Talk about baju kurong:]
7.Who was the last person you ate with?
My bro:]
8.Who was the last person you took a picture of?
My bro:]
9.When ordering sushi, what do you get?
FRIED SASHIMI:].....
10.Who was the last person you sat next to?
My small bro:]
11.What were you doing at 10 am?
Playing football after trawei.It's 'wajeb':]
12.Have you changed a lot since summer?
Nah,anza is still who he is:]
13.What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
God happens to leave me no gap on my mouth:]
14.Where is the place you want to be right now?
SYDNEY! IS TELEPORTATION REAL?
15.When was the last time you cried?
Don't really want to tell:]
16.What's your favorite songs at the moment?
Disturbia By Hazreena Feat Zaky:]
17.What were you doing at 11 last night?
Sleeping like a pig after being slaughtered:]
18.Who's near you?
I'm alone! Stand by me if you want to:]
19.What were you doing at 5am in the morning?
Having nightmares0_0[it's about Apple Tea went missing]
20.What's bothering you right now?
People's EGO:]
21.Who was the last person to talk to you on the phone?
My small bro:]
22.Whose house did you go to last?
MIRAH'S[Theatre]
23.Who honestly knows everything about you?
My friends maybe and my BFF:]
24.Who broken your heart?
Heart can't be broken,it's just builds up:]
25.Honestly, do you love someone very much? Who?
YES!My L.A.H.H durh:]
26.Who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
Even if love came in a vending machine,I don't bother to buy it:]
27.Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
My sexy daddy,YES:]
28.Are there any parts of your body that hurt?
My arse:]
29.In the supermarket, the first thing that gets your attention is?
Cereal aisle:]
30.How cool do you think you are?
Haha I'm like freaking cool that people shivers went walking beside me[over ehk]
31.Drugs are?
Kueh Raye:]
32.Which one do you hate the most?
Currently,Fawzy's & Hajar's sarcasm:]
33.Who was the first person to text you today?
Liyana:]
34.What was the first thing you did this morning?
Sahur:]
35.Who was your last missed call on your cell phone?
My Bro:]
36.What's the last mistake you made?
Give my hearts and soul to someone that's gonna leave me:[
37.What are you listening to right now?
Damaged By Asyiqin,Amirah,Liyana,Hajar,Hazreena[Insanity Cane]
38.Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
Hazreena:]
39.Who was the last person to call you?
My small bro:]
40.Is there anything that you want to say to someone special?
You should know what i wanna say:]

Does.Need.Tantrums:]

Today was uber FUN:]
Fought with Lena & all that crap.
Sometimes i felt bored in class,feel like missing someone badly.
But friends kept cheering me up:]
AFTER-SCHOOL DNT WAS FRIGGIN FUN=]
Me,Hazreena,Alif,Zaky & Fawzy stayed back=STOMACH CRAMPS!
So first got disturbed by that Zaky yang step abang-abang.
Then I disturbed fawzy,boy who have frigging dry hair.
Alif relax on corner with his never ending artifact.
Hazreena and me goof of like pork chops.

WHAT HAPPENED

#1:So my candle holder fornt were distorted thanks to HAZBERINA!She kept saying that she's a Professional Bend Saw-er! [haha] Let her cut and so my acrylic tur to something that even i can't describe.So take a new piece and try to press-form!After few minutes in the oven w quickly took it out and place it on the former quickly.[this was the second time] So hazreena did'nt wear her glove so me and her press my hot[literally] acryllic! ACCIDENTLY HAZREENA TOUCHED THE HOT ACRYLLIC AND SHE SHOUT LIKE A FREAKING SISSY HAHAHAHAHA!ITS LIKE *A LITTLE HIGH-PITCHED*"ARRGGGHHHHHHH"! HAHA.

#2:There is some grudge between hazreena and zaky which i found it uber cute haha:] So they fought2 and soon Zaky find his hair with lots of white glue and Hazreena has gue too somewhere around her body!HAHA SO FUNNY/CUTE!

#3:Can't remember but it was awesome:]

Then went back home with Cikgu Alia!
My current fav teacher!
Then reached home:]
Trawei with my cute neigbours and played soccer till my new specs been
bashed by the ball,hard!
Now blisters everywhere and i don't know why my butt is/are soar=.=

fucked i suddenly miss that Zafri bitch:[

bored:]

CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEW SEASON OF

DESPERATE HOUSWIVES:]

THEY'RE FREAKING HOT AND MOTHERLY AT THE SAME TIME,

every women should envy them!

Ok so i'm out of topic so i'm gonna talk about

HAIR

erm hair is usually the thing that i least thought about

#1-I find so draggy to style it and all that crap

#2-Being too obsessesed with your appearance not healthy

#3-My style is short and neat

#4-I thought of having nice hair when I'm out of Dunman

#5-Even when I feel like i wanna style it i will comb it[blahaha]

So yes,a confession i made:]

Hmm girls should be more aware with their hair rather than guys

NOW ITS THE OTHER WAY AROUND

THIS IS ALL MY POV SO DON'T HATE ME BECAUSE I SAID IT

To me chinese guys got the same hairstlye as always,

FRINGE

AND I DON'T KNOW MORE FRINGE:]

Malay guys,got quite a different hairstyles,

but most of it is kinda common so i don't find it interesting.

Haizz come on peeps surprise me and prove me wrong!!

IT TOOK COURAGE TO STEP OUT FROM YOUR COMFORT ZONE:]

suddenly emo shit hairstlyes starting

to annoys me[=.=]

PICK UP A COMB PEOPLE AND JUST PUSH THE FRINGE SIDEWAYS,IT'S A SCHOOL NOT A FREAKING TIME FOR YOU TO BE HOT=.=

From Bugis To Penin

Today went to buy accesories for my home:]<

then went back home and went out again to Bugis

for buka with my parents and bro.

So i was seating won with my bro when this groups

of matreps and minahs wannabe arrived.

Then i saw this guy wearing the same tee as me,

I WENT [OMG]

Haha my bro warn me about following trend

but i wouldn't listen.

The guy keep staring at me and i stared at him[while his not looking]

BUT HE WEARS IT ALL WRONG!

The tee was uber big and he's skinny.

Come on skinny peeps wear S/XS shirts[durh]

So i won in that showdown so moving on to food.

So my bro eat this succulent chicken chop

which was NAUZUBILAHHIMINALZALIG SEDAPNYE:]

Beach Road is very famous for its "Tulang"[yes hajar it's a food]

When the man arrive with the tulang,

MY MOM,DAD & MY BRO WRESTLE IT DOWN LIKE [OMG]

THEY LIKE SUCKING IT,BITING IT AND POKING STRAWS IN IT

0.0

well i don't eat Tulang cause sometimes it gross me out.

Then after getting bloated we went off but

before leaving i quickly strut infront of the guy with the same shirt as me:]

[they don't call me bitch for nothing]

So my bro bought a Giordano Polo Tee which was so nice,

My father bought a expensive shoes[=

My mom bought a shoe[again]

Hehe i just love to watch them buy stuff.

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CATCH THIS:

my bro and i were walking at BHG when

i saw this HOT SIBLINGS.

There were only two of them,

a guy and a girl,

The girl like effing hot[seriously]

She is so white and gray eyes[contacts]

with tudung:]

How more perfect can she be?

The guy is freaking cool.

He's white,macho and broad

and is around 17.

Girls go GAGA for him

Guys go GUGU for her

AWESOME-KAN

My pesky mom kept saying at my bro

"eh handsome eh budak tu,puteh nak mampos,"

So my ego bro said to me

"alah!Tantah GB[gay boy],"

haha moron sak

can't stand people is hotter than him:]
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Then we took taxi to penin:]

So we sat in the taxi then my bro went berserk

THE USUAL STARTING PRICE IS $2.80

+

TAKING TAXI IN CBD AREA IS $3.30

so practically the charge for entering the taxi

is $6.10[=.=]

pathetic

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CATCH THIS:

So my mom wanted to say something bad about the taxi[while in it],

so instead of saying a perfect malay,

SHE USE THIS 'TEI LANGUAGE'

[well its something like F language]

so she says,

"Eh tateixi dudutei mahatei nei!"

[Eh taxi duduk mahal nye!]

"Draitei weingahje naweikei weigehar?"

[Draiver sengaje naekan harge?]

So she went on and on and on till my head spin

but so fluent went she says it

THEN SHE TEACHES ME "TERBALEK LANGUAGE"

"Ak giper nema?"

[Nak pergi mane?]

"Lajan patce ketsi lehbo kat!]

[Jalan cepat siket boleh tak!]

OMG I LOVE HER SO MUCH:]

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my bro and me bonded,

we share our own prespective of clothing,

and me and my bro are totally diff,

I'm into trend,he's into fashion,

I'm into art,he's into sports,

I'm not very ego,he's ego to the max,

I'm a skinny bitch,he's a buff moron,

I'm a smart-aleck ,he's a genius,

I am thoughtful,He lives in me,myself and I world,

but the similar things about us:]

we both are jokers,

we both hate going out with parents,

we both are moron,

we both adore the same clothes,

we both loves awesome pic,

we both into fashion industry,

he love to model photos and i take them,

we're sweet:]

Anwari[haha]

editted by me:]

Blow the candle bitch:]

!Happy Birthday To Me!
the joy is just undescribable,
thanks to the G's for the card:]
i ♥ my printed pictures and the wishes,
Thanks to
QIN,HAJAR,HAZREENA,LIYANA,AMIRAH
for the most lovable gift i've ever had:]
who can resist 5 bottles of Apple Tea
&
Sweet-sweet candy:]
♥Love you guys♥
for those who gave me the wishes thanks:]
Thanks for the B'day Bash!
It was my first maybe my last haha:]
Thanks to
SRIWAYUNI
for the sweet post and the testi:]
♥love ya'll♥

New Snappy:]

bored at home so took some pics:]

Upcoming:]

so my birthday is coming:]

i'm kinda don't know what i want,

well i got almost everything that i want,

amazing friends that i freaking love<3

i can't imagine how would i live without you guys by my side.

i can't really say how much you change me.

Maybe the first thing i want is

FORGIVENESS:]

i'm mushy sometimes so wtf i don't care.

Random:] Part Dos

Who's the last moron you message?

Miss.Hajar voguelicious:]

What did he/she said?

Something about MadTv:]

Was it worth it to pay 5cents for her/him?

Ermm if she says im cute,i might change my mind:]

Random?

UFO

Why you said that?

Aliens are freaking cute.You know that they steal reproductive organ.So better use it before they take it:]

If you wear a pink underwear,what would you feel?

Lucky:]

If someone threw a candy on your head suddenly,what would you say?

OI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Eat with mouth not head lah moron:]

If your mom a whore and your dad is a drunk,what would you do?

Sell my body to Singapore Science Center:]

So what happen today?

Played catching/ice&water with pri school kids:]

Anything interesting happen?

They called me "abang"[-.-]

Lol?

Yeah i gag too.

So what you did?

Gave them nickname:]

Wanna hear it?

Boy Singlet,

Amisha,

and more but forget cause i got "amnesia,amnesia"

What are you listening now?

No Air By Hajar and Abdullah:]

[lol]

Why are you listening it?

Because i like Jordin Spark[hajar]

aint liking that donkey[Chris Brown]

If you're a singer,what would be the first song you would sing?

Doa Taubat[cause nashid is sexy]

Anything new happen?

I got a new friend:]

So how is it going?

I'm in pluto he still at tampines mart:]

If you can bend reality,what would you do?

I would make myself rich[not saying it's a fantasy]

Why you said that?

Well if i'm reach i can put ATM in my ass so when i farted,i fart money

[like oprah's parody]

Cinnamon?

Lovin it now:]

ok im tired:]

*poop*

Gosh

Ok

seriously i wanna try to be EGO:]

i need help from peeps to be EGO!

anyone can help?

I wanna like "Whatever I'm hotter than you"

but i can't say it

cause i ain't hot,i'm cute:]

[urgh stop puking lah]

Help me!

Help me!

Help me!

Being ego sounds fun,cause i see lots of people like to be ego

and it looks F-U-N:]

haha

am i moronic or what:]

Currently i'm addicted with this model from ANTM Cycle 11!

She so cute lah!

She's F-R-E-N-C-H

Her name is Marjorie:]

sounds like 'margerine' haha

Here's her interview vid from ANTM

Must Watch Ok

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=pD4SsbRkado

Changed my specs:]

Went cycling with my cute neighbours:]

Now waiting for school:]

Healing:]

i'm feeling better today,

well he's gone and there's nothing i can do,

so why not enjoy the time with my friends.

Thanks Hajar & Hazreena for the giving me advice:]

love you guys <3

Remedy

My Immortal-Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Coz your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I tried so hard to tell myself that your gone,
But though you're still with me,I've been all alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me, me

bittersweet

ystd went for 'buke' with the peeps,

yes its fun,

then we lepak,

suddenly during the lepak i got and sms

from him,

he said to give him a call ASAP,

i was quite nervous,

maybe something happen,

so i called him,

He said,

"Anza,i will be leaving to Sydney.Not next three months,its tommorow"

I freaking devastated,

He sounds like he want to cry,

his voice grew weaker and weaker,

"Meet me at airport,for the first and the last time you ever meet me face to face"

Then he said that he was sory,

i kinda confuse duing that point of time,

with the lepak still in session,

how can i show my tears,

so to stop me from crying,

i stuff myself with food to keep me distracted.

Went home,

called him again.

We chat through the morning,

well,

it was fun but i know the fun won't last long,

today,

when sahor,

instead of eating i kept talking to him,

my father freaking mad but its worth it,

9.45 i was on my way to the airport,

his flight leaving at 11,

so MRT down to airport,

when i reached there,

he ran to me,

its freaking dramatic in that point of time,

me and him were sucking up our tears,

his gf haven't yet arrive,

so he told me that his dad have an offer to work for 5 years in Sydney,

the chat ended up with me tearing up infront of him and he sat beside me to comfort me,

its freaking sad,

now i cant seriously wanna talk,

i just wanna throw down my feelings here,

after that he gave me something

he said,

"Anza,i think you going to like this*smile*,i know that you like dog but unfortunately you can't touch them right? so here you go.This dog is touchable*smile*"

then it's about time for me to leave cause his girlfriend arrived,

so yeah,

we hugged and finally he said the last sentence that breaks my heart,

he said,

"Anza,people who don't appreciate you just don't deserve to be alive.I seriously enjoyed the last three days on the phone."

Then i left,

pretty sad,

Who could know a random person could be your,

Best Friends Forever

with much love,<3zafri

The joy[:

so today

went to Far East Plaza

we spent like hours searching

the place.

At first we thought we found the place,

but it was freaking outdated=.=

So we went out of the place and saw the sign saying

FAR EAST SHOPPING CENTRE

NOT

FAR EAST PLAZA

urgh so yeah found it,

the place is actually the place that we first searched.

So haz bought something,

then rush to Wisma Atria,

Hajar bought something,

then rush to Penin,

I bought something,

Then followed hajar cut BANGS

teehee=]

so gerek

my soles are soaring and my butt is aching.

poop moron

if anzahari keletar macam ayam,

then haz keletar macam monyet=]

WHEN HAIR MEETS SCISSORS=]

!BITCH ALERT!

Fly By Hilary Duff

This song is so freaking true,

if you believe it that you have a talent

or a personality that will wow

people.

Don't hide it.

In a moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cause it's your time
Time to fly

All your worries, leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something when there's nothing left
And the world's feeling hallow

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
'Cause it's your time
Time to fly

And when you're down and feel alone,
Just want to run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you better than anyone else

In a moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of yesterday

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Fly
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
'cause it's your time
time to fly

In a moment, everything can change