bittersweet

ystd went for 'buke' with the peeps,

yes its fun,

then we lepak,

suddenly during the lepak i got and sms

from him,

he said to give him a call ASAP,

i was quite nervous,

maybe something happen,

so i called him,

He said,

"Anza,i will be leaving to Sydney.Not next three months,its tommorow"

I freaking devastated,

He sounds like he want to cry,

his voice grew weaker and weaker,

"Meet me at airport,for the first and the last time you ever meet me face to face"

Then he said that he was sory,

i kinda confuse duing that point of time,

with the lepak still in session,

how can i show my tears,

so to stop me from crying,

i stuff myself with food to keep me distracted.

Went home,

called him again.

We chat through the morning,

well,

it was fun but i know the fun won't last long,

today,

when sahor,

instead of eating i kept talking to him,

my father freaking mad but its worth it,

9.45 i was on my way to the airport,

his flight leaving at 11,

so MRT down to airport,

when i reached there,

he ran to me,

its freaking dramatic in that point of time,

me and him were sucking up our tears,

his gf haven't yet arrive,

so he told me that his dad have an offer to work for 5 years in Sydney,

the chat ended up with me tearing up infront of him and he sat beside me to comfort me,

its freaking sad,

now i cant seriously wanna talk,

i just wanna throw down my feelings here,

after that he gave me something

he said,

"Anza,i think you going to like this*smile*,i know that you like dog but unfortunately you can't touch them right? so here you go.This dog is touchable*smile*"

then it's about time for me to leave cause his girlfriend arrived,

so yeah,

we hugged and finally he said the last sentence that breaks my heart,

he said,

"Anza,people who don't appreciate you just don't deserve to be alive.I seriously enjoyed the last three days on the phone."

Then i left,

pretty sad,

Who could know a random person could be your,

Best Friends Forever

with much love,<3zafri